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livejournal... i haven't posted on this since steve irwin died. i almost couldn't remember my password. i'm very distant now from a lot of the people who used to be my friends on this. that's kind of sad...
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| the death of a hero |
[04 Sep 2006|12:02pm] |
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the crocodile hunter is no more. it seems steve irwin's life's work got the better of him. it seems he was swimming with a sting ray when it stabbed him in the chest with its barb, peircing irwin's heart. it's weird. he always seemed so invincible. i'm not sure i really believe he's dead yet. at least he wasn't eaten by a croc. that would've been way too ironic. rest in peace, steve.
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| feelin' better |
[10 Jul 2006|05:34pm] |
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dirty lens: the hanks |
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kung fu hillbilly? young billy jack? you're lookin' at him.
this really cheered me up.
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| i'm a little worried |
[09 Jul 2006|04:22pm] |
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it looks like we're taking a step back to analyze things, see if we've been going about this in the right way. i haven't made up my mind yet. i'm still searching for answers. i'm not so much worried about losing her love because i still love her, no matter what, and i know she feels the same way, only our situation between ourselves would change. i'm more worried about losing all my friends to the situation. that's pretty much what they told me would happen. they have to make their own decisions based on what they think is right and i can't help that. i feel helpless. i can only hope they rationally think about the situation. i love them all so much and i don't want to lose them... now is when i need them the most. i haven't eaten since this morning and i got so worked up and depressed about all this that i threw that up, but i can't eat anything for a while. i need to clear my head. sometimes that's the only way. i feel like a walking mistake of human garbage. everything just seemed to go wrong at once. i guess that's just the way it works sometimes.
please call me so i know you haven't abandoned me. i need my friends right now... so does rachel.
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| i hope someone bothers to read this one |
[07 Jul 2006|07:33pm] |
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i'd like to apologize unconditionally for anything ever. your turn.
i know it's very general, but let me explain. we all do things that piss off the people around us. we often times regret these actions... sometimes we don't... because we're jerks. even if we don't feel bad about what we do we should still apologize for the ways the things we do negatively affect others so they know we're still concerned about the way they feel.
so sorry for; making a mess and waiting to clean it up, wrestling in the living room, not calling back, being forgetfull, rolling a joint in the closet, talking too loud about things police shouldn't hear, choosing sides, ignoring you, getting drunk, having your mom drive me home when i'm drunk... and in my boxers, being distant, not talking, and mistrust.
this isn't all for anyone particular person, but it is very specific. you all know who you are and i'm genuinly sorry. now please, for the sake of peace and our souls, go apologize to someone before the damage is irreparable.
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| the wheel turns to follow the ox |
[02 Jul 2006|04:38pm] |
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scroll all the way down through your friends' posts. read as many as you can. lj is one large catalog of the cycle of life and the human condition. i haven't posted in a while. i don't know why. i wonder if i have less to say.
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| life does come at you fast |
[01 Jun 2006|05:31pm] |
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good question, who the fuck is that? |
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things are happening a lot. a few of them here a few there. it's been crazy.
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| woosh! |
[30 Apr 2006|12:38am] |
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i haven't made a post in a little while now. i guess i might as well while i'm here. graduation is geting nearer and nearer and i hope there are no mishaps. i'm looking forward to my freedom. i've recently gotten into some sort of relationship sort of thing with someone. it doesn't really feel real though. we barely spend time with each other even though we see each other every day. idunno... it doesn't feel like the kind of i want to be around you all the time relationship one may typically experience. maybe it's not meant to be. i don't know if we're right for eachother.
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| happyhappyhappy420 |
[21 Apr 2006|02:09pm] |
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the funniest part of this is my dad will probably read this and i don't know if he knows what 420 is.
so, HAPPY 420 BITCHES... i know, it's belated, but yesterday was super cool and super other adjectives too. the show was tre awsome. there was lots of... oregano... so that was a good day. i need to take it easy for a while now if i'm gonna get a job. i also need to burst through the doors of the dps and demand my drivers liscence. then i'll be set.
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| time to quit shitting around |
[12 Apr 2006|10:38pm] |
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the like: june gloom |
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alright, time to get down to the business that needs doin'. it's time to get my shit together and get a job and learn to drive and get a car. i've been putting it all off for too long. and if i don't start taking chances how many more will i get? time to take advantage of my youth, good looks, and intelligence... well, at least my youth... and grab the devil by the horns and rape him up the ass. 20 points if you can tell me who said that.
some things have happened recently in my life that some may think would put me off, but i'm not. being pissed can only get you soaked in smelly urine. so i'm going to move right along. i'm gonna get my liscence, a job that is humiliating and doesn't pay well, a car, and then i'll be perfect. i'll live happily ever after and we'll all have a merry christmas. right? damn right! "as life continues to turn we shall see great change as night into day." some proverb from someone or somewhere assholes like us have never heard of.
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| academy graduation requirements |
[06 Apr 2006|10:11am] |
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so, it seems with the new requirements for academy graduation and awards i am uneligible to receive anything of the sort. i would need three academy credits. i have one and a half. this was because i started out in football and didn't do an actual academy class until half way through my sophmore year. i've done plenty for the department though. i'm even teaching a work shop with phil and doug. it doesn't really matter to me though. i didn't get into theatre because i wanted awards. i did it because i like the people and i like performance. and no matter what, it's helped me a lot and i hope i've been able to give something back.
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| posty post |
[30 Mar 2006|02:09pm] |
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this is just a post for the sake of making a post. i feel like i should make one because my life's been kinda crazy. i just haven't realized it because crazy has become the norm.
hold that thought....
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| ssssshhhhhh!!!!! |
[18 Mar 2006|12:38pm] |
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i'm tired. not like sleepy or anything like that. just tired in general. it's been a tough week i guess. don't let shit get you down kid. you gotta keep it together. for their sake. but i'm just tired...
i need revitalizing. that's kinda what spring break is intended for, but this one might be broken.
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| vfbgghyj |
[13 Mar 2006|10:28am] |
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i wish i could feel angry. i wish i could break something and feel okay, but i can't feel much of anything. just this sort of pressure on my chest. just numbness, and it's terrible. i hate this. i wish i knew more. what happened here?
maybe i'll elaborate later, but i don't know what i'm gonna do right now.
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| spring break! aaaawwwwww! |
[11 Mar 2006|11:04pm] |
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holy shit! spring break is hear and how did it start out? magnificently! ym&g has won again and we now hold three, countem, three cagematch records. then we all headed over to kerby with a bunch of people me and my girlfriend didn't know. that was fun. then................
i don't want to insinuate anything, but lauren volpe is awesome. and i get to date her.
also, xaq is back in town... good times.
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| superhero bullshit |
[06 Mar 2006|08:17pm] |
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two parts of my life are gradually distancing themselves and becoming more clearly defined. they are practically polar opposites and for one, i might start wearing a mask. there is my life i live on the weekends which i love and my weekday life which i am beginning to hate.
on weekends, i become a teacher, a performer, a lover, a friend, someone who matters. i have fun and am able to enjoy myself. i get to hang out with friends who i love and spend time with a girl who i think about every minute. i get to actually be an adult and control my own life and it feels like it is my real life. high school isn't very real to me anymore.
the people, the work, the grades, the society... it just doesn't feel real to me anymore. it's simply not a part of who i am any longer. it's really weird to have been in that building for so long and know if you didn't show up to it the next day, the building wouldn't miss me, the people in it wouldn't care about where i was because they're bored with the whole thing too.
i can barely talk to the people there anymore anyway. i used to have people and places i would go to to talk, but even they seem alien to me now. i don't know if i did something wrong at some point or if eventually i just rub everyone the wrong way, but things just aren't the same anymore.
so what can i do but look forward to a new life and stop trying to shape things for myself in what is already the past pretty much? fuck it! spring break is coming and i've got a girlfriend. i'm as happy as a boy can be.
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| 1parts rum,2part pineapple rum,1/2part watermelon mixer,5parts coke |
[05 Mar 2006|03:21pm] |
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seems i invented a pretty good drink. be sure to credit me if you ever partake. the ingredients are pretty obvious choices for the most part, but you may have to play around with the measurements.
2 parts pineapple rum (for flavor)
1 part rum / prefferably bacardi (for strength)
1/2 part watermelon mixer (as an activator)
5 parts cocacola (for body)
this will be a pleaser a any party and is sure to probably fuck you up. i invented it just last night and still need to name it. i'm thinking the "drake" because that's the street where i was last night. best served on the rocks. leave a comment if you can think of a better name, i'm open to suggestions.
i think i'm going to start experimenting with different drinks and start posting the recipes. i think i found my talent.
other events of lastnight include almost winning future maestro, hosting a game in the jam, going to the party afterwards, inventing a new drink, getting drunk pretty well off my ass, getting high with two guys that were really nice, getting... intimate... in a driveway(that was actually way cooler than it sounds), getting home at 5:15AM. damn! what a crazy fucking night.
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| 2-month-old candy cane |
[27 Feb 2006|02:52pm] |
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did you catch the subject? that's what i'm eating right now. delicious!
i was right, the weekend did just keep getting better and better. this has to be probably one of the best weekends of my life. are there more great weekends in store? god, i hope so. let me explain; i, greg spencer, am enamored. don't know what that means? look it up.
i really can't even express myself right now, but trust me, i'm all smiles. now, all i need to do is not ruin everything. okay... she knows who she is: keep in touch.
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| holy house unamerican activities committee, batman! |
[26 Feb 2006|01:17pm] |
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so this weekend has turned out very well for me so far and i think it can only get better. i won't relate all the details to you, but just know, it's going swimmingly. friday started out with st. ed's scholarship weekend. i'm not eligible for scholarship, but they're seeing if they want to let me in. then i had lunch with doug and a few of his college friends and we headed over to westwood to teach our class. these kids show a whole lot of promise and i think we can shape them into a well rounded body of performers. after classes we headed downtown for some prov. we had two shows, one good, one kickass awsome. the next day i had auditions and workshops. i feel like i made some friends and did not too bad in my audition. then came the sketch meeting also went well, but you won't know anything about that til you see the show. i spent that night with someone i like a whole lot. and i like them even more each time i see them.
things are deffinitly maybe getting better in my life. i can't wait for the rest of today.
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| showers should be called think tanks |
[21 Feb 2006|05:47pm] |
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have you ever noticed how you get your best ideas in the shower? no? what's wrong with you? lack of vitiman c probably.
so, prospects are looking up. i recently dicovered i'm kind of awkward, but i'm awkwerd in a very smooth way. many people think that's sexy. i just haven't met any yet. awkwardness can be your friend though. here are some useful facts about awkwardness, a word that i'm not sure i spell correctly.
1: awkward can be funny
2: awkward smells pretty good
3: awkward is said to be the color of passion
4: awkward is the most plentiful substance in the universe
5: awkward is worth more than silver and has more uses than penicilin
6: awkward is a great list item
7: awkward can travel the circumfrance of the earth 7 times in one second
9: awkward doesn't believe in the number 8
10: love awkward and be loved in return
well, i hope that was very informative.
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